Riding the Waves

i refuse to use time as an excuse anymore.

if i want something, i should work for it.

things won't fall into place simply by waiting it out.

i can feel the angst seeping out from under my skin.

enough of trying to coax the bull over.

time to grab it by the horns and fling him to the where i want him to land.

if it's all a matter of "time", then i'd want to get on time's good side.

i hate to feel like i've brought it all upon myself.

but i guess i have.

for starters, perhaps i should save up enough to change the airconditioning at home to maintain my stay there without having to contend with a screeching aircon unit in the middle of the night.